yenny bolala

2007-02-28T09:53:00.000+08:00

i've decided to leave this cyberspace for good.
found a better space..
and i'm loving it there.
you might want to check it out.

http://olaaolaa.multiply.com

2007-02-23T13:28:00.000+08:00

(that's Nu'xs.. was bz capturing R.O.F vids
that i forgot their pics.. sorry boys)

yesterday.. the fun didnt last very long because apid squirmed at the side of the dancefloor and tried to take a nap. he's like a baby. hah. 3 shots and a mixture of whatever-vodka brought me down but i dance and dance till i forget i was drunk. hurhur. the boys, rebels of flow, didnt win anything but they rocked the stage. and i'm still their groupie. haha. hangat bangat lah korang! anyway... the group, in the house, is the champion for the jim beam comp.
i made plans with heed-yat to go dbl o with him because its been some time we hanged out. i miss him. we talked non-stop from city hall to dbl o. he pestered to go momo club with him after the comp but i couldnt leave fauzy and apid just like that. but yeah there's always next time. cant wait to party with yat. yey yey.. haha. ohh well a day at the club after a long time. i feel like a fish ball is stuck in my throat, my lips are all numb and my thigh is freakin exhausted. and i shouldnt have worn a dress and a shoe with no socks. duh...

yes it started with my tag. but who made it worse.
just one person. go figure.
i cant believe that a compliment triggered an argument. petty argument. yes this is a sequel to my previous post because i didnt quite understand what happened that day and dare not say much.. couldnt be bothered lah. make a big fuss for nothing.

ok good day.

2007-02-23T01:14:00.000+08:00

hahaa.. serious crap went on in the msn conference just now. over two chubby cheeks. i tell u.. my butt cheeks are worth to be talked abt. so lets talk about it? hurhur..

2007-02-21T23:41:00.001+08:00

blogging like any other girls would be better than what you usually read in my blog. i know... i sucks at telling stories. hah!
ohh well, the day went on as usual. san was late. yes. i sat at the hot granite that's why i was pissed (that's not the only reason.. there's more!). and i was a hungry dragon. you made me blow fire babey.. (haha!) the anger didnt last very long. haha.. because i got my meat. cheap meat because its chicken.
ok this sucks.. san called so i rather talk thn type.. ok good day. and san just called me ego.. haha! ok good day.

2007-02-21T23:41:00.000+08:00

2007-02-18T13:47:00.000+08:00

on canvas again.. it's for my bestfriend's boyfriend's bday gift. she's been a great girlfriend laaah.. haha.. she's going to take me for eyebrow shaping later. hahaa.. sayang kau nana! hah.. only had a few hrs to do this because her bf's bday is today. so i had little time to do nicer drawings. i got a few more things to do.. eqa's dancework mix and setting up mimi's netball blog. haiyah... too much things to do, so little time. as usual.
my head is still spinning. got a lil bit tipsy yesterday night with san. and now he's making too much noise because i didnt give him a call. hurhur.. i was booze-ing on empty stomach so yeah, i had alot to pee and said stopid things and nearly wanted to insult a transexual in the toilet. yah yenny is an idiot. i know..
ok.. gd day.
chinese new year... all shops are closed today.
let's throw rocks at them.. hurhurhur...

2007-02-16T23:12:00.000+08:00

for everything else..
this is priceless.

2007-02-14T23:48:00.000+08:00

vday sux girlfriends ex boyfriend RED white pink HIM roses i you hate bimbo lizard miss miss MISS themood you suck booze ciggie booze goodnotgoodfeelgood wishinguponastar bintang disyurga STAR LIGHT STAR BRIGHT eyes fuck fuck fuck 2004 LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE CRY DOWN DRY UP exam 3791 07022004 dance dance dance funkamania saturday friday jeponsbe yusuckyusuckyusuck chingay chingay why where what how

oh god i'm troubled.
this is in my head.

2007-02-13T17:47:00.000+08:00

my current playlist. no im not sober.. nor love-sick.. haha.. forget abt hard rocking beats or techno houce trance.. time to have a quiet time with love songs. ahaha.. it's hard to concentrate and study hard with hard rocking beats or sing-a-along songs. so yeah.. i turned to ballad. notice the taufik batisah? hahaa.. i'm not a big fan.. that's the only taufik song i like. haha.. oh well study hard for those who are mugging now..

2007-02-12T23:06:00.000+08:00

$$$$$$$$$$

who cares abt TopShop or Forever21 when u got PullandBear. its another fav. after Mambo. just got myself that 69.90 purple jacket. someone took the last piece of that gold satin jacket i wanted so badly. boohooohooo.. but, that purple jacket saves the day. purple = gay = happy? gay looks happy in purple. ahaaaa.. i look good in purple lah. like the friendly barney.. ahah.. after downloading the season catalogue and looking through my closet, and sorted out my apparels and shoes, i come out with a list of stuff i need and reduce..

black belt just a plain one
cheap black slip ons, maybe a green one too
more vintage tees at that cheap bugis market
more green and white plain tees
small bags for ciggies and handphone
red socks
no more tattered faded denim
less singlets maybe 1/2 in the nx 2 mths
a big black bag
no polka dots blouse or tees. no more.
another boy-shorts wouldnt hurt
a black skirt
more formal long sleeve blouse for presentations/attachment
ohh well.. if i'm rich.. my list will go on...

ok.. snap back to reality. i need to do my revision.

2007-02-10T17:42:00.000+08:00

What i did on a saturday afternoon..
quite frustrating to get the right pink tint for the cheek and lips bcos i dont want the girl to look like princess amedela. haha.. i just want her to have a soft look. i sound like a make up artist.. hrmmm.. but something went wrong to the fringe. ohh well, i'll do more colouring later.. i'm done with the little emcee. couldnt save the mic. (i forget what it's called) smudge so bad but i dont have any canvas left. wee bit pop art. oh well.... i'm taking a break from both revising and painting. i've stayed home on two saturdays. tempted to go out but i've to get the canvas done by today and yeah, have to do my revision. both canvas is for qimmy. another $100 for me tomorrow. the 2nd $100 for 2007. there'll be more... yippieteedooo!

2007-02-09T01:34:00.000+08:00

help, help.. HELP!!

if you squint your eyes you might be able to see my "sufferings". that's my desktop Post-it Notes. too much to do in such little time. the boyfriend is making noise because he said.. i got attitude problem, mummy only communicate with me from the other side of my bedroom door because i'm too lazy to open the door, drank too much milk (i call it, my power drink), too much to cover for global supple chain exam and the head of that module hates me, my room looks like a pig sty but it smells soo nice, someone is blocking me from his life (again!), the ex boyfriend is trying too hard to get my attention; my oh my.. bad february. oh emo baby. it's goin to be over soon.

2007-02-04T13:37:00.000+08:00

whoopeedoo!! daddy got me the new MOTORAZR V3XX in liquarice. it's the most expensive phone i ever had. plan was to get the cheap L7 or any cheaper thn that. but i'm just plain lucky that daddy always want me to have the best things in life. he knew i always wanted a slim phone. so yeah, i got it. now i'm going out to get either a condom rubber cover / a leather cover / a crystal casing for my phone. protection first! hah.. and hippies is bugging me to get him one condom rubber cover for him. duh.. and i also need a screen-protector. both for my lappy and my handphone. i wonder what i will get next this year.. hehheh.. ok good day. it has been a really good day. it's getting better...

2007-02-03T18:55:00.000+08:00

C.A.N.T.I.K

ok. i did a lil revamp-ing on the layout. and i got no designs to show-off so, i put one of my fav drawings from my fav designer, Firemane. cantik kan..

cool eh the things myflashfetish dot com offered. music player, photo slides.. and its free. so yeah, i uploaded aphrodite vs. micky finn, wishing on a star jungle mix. my all time fav. it's a feel-good song and i'm reminiscing dot dot dot dot. hah.

in a few hours, i'll be holding on to a new phone. yippiedoo.. i want that slim motorola phone. or maybe that weird square phone, old nokia model, the shape is like mimi's bald head with a lump on the side. mimi is cute ok. the cutest skinhead.

hippies and mimi talked about joining the Stamp competition with me. i thought of doing it together with akmal and dedel too. they always give the best ideas. hippies has the imagination of the coolest 5 yr old kid. he can give you odd drawings with odd colours. akmal is pretty good with freehand drawing, his designs are like mambo designs. detailed. so yeah i like. call in the abg pro, dedel.. la-salle hunk hahaa.. he's good in anything and everything but one thing, he's one lazy ass. mimi want fierce-fierce designs.. mafia laah, mobsters laah, guns and roses.. great ideas. but he will ask other pple to do for him. yea, i hope we can be a team. haha.. but still, all of us dont even know if we have the time. so yeah.. biase jugak... berbual kosong on a saturday afternoon at msn. but food will be provided on the painting day and it caught mimi's attention. and he's pretty semangat about it. haha..

mimi: aku nak buat postbox kat sebelah masjid sultan

suri: ko nak buat gmbr pamela eh?

ok good day.

2007-02-02T21:27:00.000+08:00

UPDATES;

i curbed my temper, and ignored certain issues.. so yeah.. me & san are getting along just fine now. san couldnt stop me from shouting. he stopped shouting, but i cant. the 2 previous boyfriends did a very good job. they gave up.
exams are in 9days. cant believe it will be my last exam in poly.. then i've to get my IAP(attachement) and fyp(final year project) done. i still got one final project to do. ALONE! cos 2 of my project buddy couldnt be bothered abt it. so yeah, i got to do it alone. and i don't even know what to do. goodness. poly mates are graduating soon and i'm not. i'm goin to cry on their graduation day. fuck graduation day. regret regret regret.
handphones are turning its back on me. bloody shit. i sent my nokia 6280 for repair a few days ago, and when i got it back.. the phone gave me multiple screens. i'm goin to get one of those thin phones tomorrow. and maybe a new mp3. just maybe. ohh ipod... ohhh ipod.. or nintendo ds lite.
my boys; akmal, tee, manny, monch, and tutti are dancing their ass off at dbl o tonight, i hope they get into the finals so i can see them on the 23rd and party with them and its after my exams. yippiedoo.. the jim beam dance comp finals is on the 23rd. no thanks to free jim beams if there will be any on the finals because they taste like ginseng. hah..
as usual pms sux. i stood in the toilet for more than an hour and left the water heater on my stomach.. and i'm on bed ever since i got out of the toilet with my towel and boxer. couldnt be bothered to answer calls or msgs. rare case that i'm home on friday night.
i got to sacrifice 2 saturdays to study. working my ass off to get out of poly ok.
ok good day.

2007-01-30T23:37:00.000+08:00

I HAD IT,
I LOST IT,
I STILL WANT IT..
keep on wondering.....

2007-01-27T23:07:00.000+08:00

SINGAPORE GLORIOUS MOMENT...
THEY WON THE PENALTY SHOOT-OUT.
(notice i didnt bold or make the title bigger?)
haha.. too bad i'm not a big soccer fan. hah. singapore peh pasal.. kene semangat sikit. watched it live on tv, the last few minutes of the penalty with my parents. my bro went to the stadium to support. san, mimi, akmal and tutti too... and i know that akmal dont watch soccer.. singapore nye pasal dier semangat... i read berita harian front page headline... "demam bola sepak mcm dulu dulu.." i tell you... last time my family semangat abes. we went KL to watch singapore and malaysia. i dunnoe what year. but i was still a kid and couldnt be bothered with the match. to me it's like a holiday with much suffering in the stadium. i rmbr one point of time, i was on my daddy's lap and the guy beside us was smoking.. i told daddy i hate malaysians and i want to go out. haha.. till now i still cant stand pple smoke beside me and still hate malaysians because they hate singaporeans too.. ok.. no politics in my blog. hah. anyway.. daddy always comment abt sg team, "mcm maner singapore bola nye team nak menang.. dorang menang rambot je. rambot colour colour.. mcm clown." alaah biase laah bdk bdk nak main bola, masuk tv kene style style pe.

and another happy note. rebels of flow is the champion for the hip hop showcase held @ nyp. they won cash prize $500. congrats bros. aku dah mcm groupie korang pulak.. haha.. biler aku nye turn nak joget.. haiyaaah..

i'm thinking of getting serious abt producing beats and playing at clubs. seriously.. i want to produce my own beats and remix with cool software, gadgets. zulu told me if i'm serious abt it, he will recommend me to his friend from fluid bar. its just the feeling when pple dance to your mix or beats.. i tell you.. it's a magical feeling.. haha.. but graphic designs has always been my thing but, it's bloody challenging to be in that line. haiz.. life's so hard. i keep thinking that i'll die young. dunnoe why..

countdown 2weeks to the exam. bloody hell. i dont like to talk much abt school bcos school sux. boohoohoo..

its been a bloody week with san. we quarrelled like nobody's business. ya yaa ya.. yenny is the bad girl. everyone knows that. call me selfish.. i don't bloody care. call me a bad gf.. nobody can be a perfect one. i still dont know what i want. so anything, everything.. i'll just say.. "i dunnoe." my favourite line. *smiles. dont ask me anything ok san.

ok good day.

2007-01-26T14:23:00.000+08:00

CANT TAKE MY
ASS OFF YOU..

2007-01-24T00:18:00.000+08:00

super girl with
no super power..!
baaaah.. that sounds soo useless. well, yes i am. in life, you get hurt, you feel hurt, or hurt others. it goes round and round.. again and again. well, that's life. i cant understand why i dont wish to confide in anyone. maybe because i can't even explain it to myself. the best way to reduce the stress is to have nicotine in my blood. and then the heart pumps the blood diluted with nicotine into my brain that create temporary bliss. ok bad explaination and bad advice too. 3 days, 3 packs. bloody hell.. i'm broke and its only tuesday. i'm eating lesser than usual. and i'm getting darker. somehow i got darker. i really dunnoe why. i don't like to go tanning. because i'm tan. and now, i'm darker than tan. so that makes me a brownie. with no cherry on top. duh.. and i cut my hair shorter. im not up for the trendy hairstyle. i just want the mess on top of my head. i'm so used to that. oh well, the things i do and the things i say when im freakin bloody fed-up with whats going on in my life. ok good day. i hope so.

2007-01-21T22:42:00.000+08:00

i don't know..
i really don't know..
relationships sucks. honestly they do.

2007-01-17T02:02:00.000+08:00

what would u do on an anniversary day?
choose one.

go to a free muse concert.
meet your partner.
stay home, watch tv.

common, make a wise one.

2007-01-16T14:45:00.000+08:00

92 DAYS since the day you played the song "will you be my girl..." for me..

i love you baby.

2007-01-15T21:24:00.000+08:00

monday mundane and more Post-its..
last view of my desktop before i restore the system. san's counterstrike cd corrupted my whole system. thank you darling. i love you alot.
anyway.. sem exam timetable is out. school is getting suck-ier. bloody hell.. projects, date-line.. blah blah blah.. the director called me and threatened me. yes.. bloody hell! ok ok.. i study ok.. good day pple. it's drizzling out there. go sleep go sleep.. tidurlaaah yenny.. tidurlaaah kamu..
zZzZzzZzZZZZZZzzzz....

2007-01-12T01:04:00.000+08:00

ohh goodness...
bloody tired and pissed. tonight, i shall not call the boyfriend. i don't wish to bother someone who is partying without me. yes. he went M.O.S without me. when he promised that he'll take me to M.O.S and he'll club with me only. he told me at the very last minute. tactic baik punye... but then again, i'm not a control-freak and i wont say much.. so yeah, let him have a wild time-out. i'm expecting him to say "alaaaah... it's not that fun without you ard..." padahal padahal... ni semu tactic.. tempted to go dbl-o with tee but then, i was in my yellow slippers and tattered denim, and it's a last minute thingy. though i know my cash can cover my taxi fares, and my supper. i think i'll just club after the nx 5 wks. i really need to study really bloody hard.
anyway.. who cares abt boyfriends and school, when i had a great time with my boy-friends, tee and monch. me and tee skipped school just now. i couldnt wake up cos my head was spinning real fast.. haha.. there's a bloody lump in my throat. it should be an ulcer. i cancelled the plan to transfer san's files into his lappy. i couldnt cancel my "date" with tee because.. i've been postponing the "date" ever since last year. tee paid for my shoppings... i got myself a formal navy green blouse from Pull and Bear for my presentation on monday, and a grey skirt with 2 big side pockets at Rock star collective (is that the shop name?) couldn't make it in time to get what he wants, because he's bloody fussy. i gave him fifty so he'll just get himself something nx time. we had much gossiping, lelaki gossip lagi teruk.. they'll talk abt anything and everything under the sun, and even where the sun don't shine.. hurhurhur.. talking abt sun.. i miss san.. so what, why should i be thinking abt him..

opps.. i forgot.. my boyfriend reads my blog.. every single day.

duuuhhhh...

the metal-core band, odd of stella wants me to design a logo for them. but then, kurkie, their 2nd vocalist, told me that "tak cukup hasil ahh nak bayar ko". in another words, they dont hav any $$$ to pay me. mcm gini maner boleh buat business?! i just told him to let me in for free the nx time they have a gig. admission for two. and he said ok. pretty good deal. tapi ni kurkie pun tak boleh percaye sgt.. haha! haiyaaah.. bdk bdk sekarang.. semu nak free. buat logo senang, tetapi.... design aku bukan hard-core siak.

oklaaaah.. aku penat, hujan maseh reyai-reyai. tido confirm best.. besok klau aku cabut skola lagi, sape nak gi buat project aku.. classmates aku tak boleh harap. harap je semua kepala otak pandai2. tapi tak tahu tolong. semu lokek ilmu. ni org pandai pandai ni tak boleh harap betul aah.

feels gd to blog in malay. haha!

2007-01-11T00:29:00.000+08:00

first ever piece on canvas. still sux at mixing colours.. but qim was satisfied when he saw it. i know it's scary shit. haha.. but my customer loves it. so yeah, i earned my first 100 for 2007. i'll gain another 100 nx mth.

2007-01-10T22:55:00.001+08:00

i talked too much abt the album, but i didnt post the cover i did. haha! here's another poster for the showcase. so yeah.. i made illyas happy. oh well, do come for the 2nd showcase.

2007-01-07T10:48:00.000+08:00

ignore the yellow smudge.

2007-01-06T02:37:00.000+08:00

the 3 days HAPPI-NESS with a boyfriend.
more to come..
he's with me for these 3 days straight, 1st day; went window-shopping at vivo city since we havent been there for quite some time. it's january already, i wonder why it is still raining. we couldn't chill for long at the rooftop to enjoy our chocolates, chips and wild berry juice. we went home straight after we had enough nicotine. san is trying to cut down. it's goin to be hard for him. bcos he got a smoke-machine for a girlfriend. hah!
2nd day; we went town to do art and craft shopping. i have to do 3 designs for qim. he's paying me $200. members peh pasal.. or else i would charge 100 per piece. i got myself 2 canvas and acrylic paint. i still cant decide which is better. to use acrylic paint or oil paint or pastel crayons... hmms.. anyway i used the $10 iSetan voucher daddy gave me to buy a Mambo bag for my lappy. the actual price is $79 but iSetan is having their 35th Anniversary sale and Mambo is having 80% off for selected items. MAMBO GOT SALE!! SUSAH DPT DHENG~ haha! i'm a happy kid after that.
on thursday night, i nearly wanted to shoot san straight jack into his ass when i got into his friendster's inbox when he thought he logged off earlier after checking his account. lucky i didnt. or else i wouldnt be able to have fun again with him on the 3rd day. i decided not to go to school upon rching yio chu kang mrt just now after i got a msg from zahira that she couldn't come to school. she's my project partner. so yeah, i cant do anythink without a partner for that bloody programming project. sape mau gi layan siak.. so i gave san a wake up call and took an hr bus ride to tampines to take m.c. haha! sanggup eeh... my attendance sucks like hell what to doo.. $8 for consultation fee, free mc, no medication. for $8 i dont need to go school and i get to spend time with san hansem happy aku! went san hse to take brushes and paints, and i'm still cocky ard his mum. haha! takes time laah eh.. anyway, we took a bus ride to changi airport because bdk west side tak slalu pergi airport ok. haha! i sat beside a sweet smell transexual. big size, everything big.. just name it. hah! lucky i didnt stare at anything. san gave me a tour there because he's a regular there. no no.. he's not a pilot or steward or anything. unqualified to be any of it. haha! he used to work there so yeah he knows the way ard that bloody big airport. we had slow lunch at the canteen. yes.. very slow lunch. we ate really slowly. haha! because my tom yam yong tau foo was freakin hot. then.. we chilled at the viewing gallery. i slept on his lap while he use my lappy. romantic eh.. haha! den he slept on the floor while i stare at him. very romantic eh.. hah! both of us woke up too early because of me. i slept through the journey back to the west side. my head rested on a stranger's shoulder and all i did was smile. what else can i do? say sorry? lagi paiseh... smile or laugh kills all awkwardness. works for me.

ok gotta run.. i feel something sticking on my eye. been too long on the computer.

ok good day!

2007-01-06T01:39:00.000+08:00

Mambo again... with San's hand and my famous red shoe.

2007-01-06T01:32:00.000+08:00

i know... i have the creativity of a 5yr old. i'm just trying out the supplies san lent to me. pastel crayons, water colours, and brushes. it's time for a change. no more photoshops on computers. i wanna try my hands on canvas. i just love the effects of water colour on canvas. there's no rules in creating art, just one thing.. it better be YOUR own creation.

2007-01-06T01:31:00.000+08:00

san fainted cos he got sick and tired of me. haha! literally laaah.
i'm not sure if he had fun during the 3days we met because, he's always complaining. leg pain lah, cannot touch his hair laaah, massage his back laaaah, forever whining like girl. at times, i thought i'm holding hands with my girlfriend. haha! but i still love him so. ahaha!

2007-01-02T21:38:00.000+08:00

i'm looking for this movie. SUPER MARIO BROS.
help me!! i wonder if video-ezy have it.

2007-01-01T23:58:00.000+08:00

YANO & YANA ENGAGEMENT
pretty gifts, delicious cakes, too much food...
nothing much to say, my brain cant function properly cos i'm dead tired. i need a massage... two yrs from today... the family will have to go through ol this again. yeaah, fun but... the aftermath sux. hurhur.. ok. good day.
happy new year love ones.

2007-01-01T23:57:00.000+08:00

the gift i gave my bro. we quarreled alot bcos of the cake. it was really ugly. and the cake didnt turn out the way i want it to be. no more designs for a cake.

2007-01-01T23:56:00.001+08:00

here's another fat boy in my life.. haha.. ary pharrell.

2007-01-01T23:56:00.000+08:00

the pretty princess for the day. high school enemy cum.. friends cum.. future sister in law. the irony.. the irony.... haha...

2007-01-01T23:52:00.000+08:00

i got my hands on the PSP. hahaa.. i helped erma to find a good deal for a PSP. sim lim shops are bloody suckers for cheating pple. you can get a better deal elsewhere. fuck sim lim!! duh..

2007-01-01T23:46:00.000+08:00

the happy boy.

2007-01-01T23:45:00.000+08:00

too tired but the day is worth to be smiling abt. the family will have a new member soon.

2007-01-01T23:42:00.000+08:00

though he can be one hella nuisance especially with his bloody temper, he' still my bro afterall. and i love him so. still cant believe he's engaged now. i can still vividly rmbr him putting the blame on me, when he accidently kick a ball made of newspapers and scotch-tapes to a glass frame, it was like a decade ago... haha.. good ol' memories.

2006-12-31T22:34:00.000+08:00

look what happened to me in 2006;

celebrated 2006 in the train heading home with mimi, kurkie and zulu. and had supper @ sembawang mcdonald. "well-spent" new year with them. haha.
illyas asked me along to appear in mistaken identity video. much later that year, he called me and offered me $100 (and commision after sales) to design for his upcoming album, moving on. "suffered" alot but learn alot while "working" with him. they had the launch at blue jaz recently.
my lappy crashed one fine morning, lost all my files in the hard disk. cried so badly because illyas was finally satisfied with the design i did and had to do it all over again. but thnx to san who saved the design i sent him. but just recently, daddy just bought me a new lappy HP Pavillion 2009tx. now the old lappy becomes a family computer. my family are IT savvy pple.
i'm not a party animal anymore. not like during 2005. the last time i hit the club is with akmal on april. we went to that cheap-ass club, desire 2. i wonder what happened to desire 1. hurhur! when i wanna hit the club, i'll be thinking abt money, transport, food and the first ride home, and what to tell my parents. haha!
i fell in and out of love, not really proud of it. finding and getting boys is not the problem. (seriously! hah!) i tink it's just me. haha! i can be really complicated, for i am the riddle no one guesses. hurhur.. that one thing i had with azmil is a complicated one. learn from me.. "never do friends..." hahaa...
akmal has always been a part of my life since 2003. and i guess, he'll always be. fullstop. no comment ok. i'll never forsake my first love. we were so close to getting back together on october but... haiz..
on april, after much recommendation from farid, me and hippies got the job at starbucks @ novena, but both of us were fired. haha! bcos the lesbo manager sucks. haha!
i quit mixing remix for dance groups bcos i got sick of it. haha! the last thing i did before i officialy quit, i gave all my remix and hard-to-get beats to other dancers. i love that one hella kind of feeling when i see pple dancing to my mix, the credit goes to them, not me. but just recently, akmal called me, pestering me to mix for his new group. so yeah, that's the last. i'll be willing to do it for a very gd price. wink wink.. hehe... and another thing, i guess the word spread ard abt me doin mix for dancers. a dancer used the popular grp name, lush, and asked me to do a mix for them. though i'm not in the scene, i got reliable sources.
me and some friends joined anti-drug dance comp open catergory. the worst performance ever. i had a nervous break-down and my dance mates gave problems. don't wanna talk abt it. some friends just cant be trusted.
lose a couple of friends... i hate to lose them but.. they are best forsaken.
my bro's getting engaged tomorrow, to erma. my high-school enemy. but yea, i forgave her already. haha! the preparation kinda sucky. cos the cake i ordered didnt turn out the way i want it to be. and abg been screaming since yesterday. i just cant stand him. lucky, he's nice to me already or else i'll sulk till tomorrow.
i'm graduating next year!! learned alot when i have to repeat a semester. but i gained alot of friends. especially smoking kakis. haha!
the parents still dont understand my lifestyle and i know they will never. but the best policy is to just give and take.
fourteen october. the day san asked me out for a date. haha! and yeaaah, things happened too fast. he's fat and nice. and delicious.. haha.. i love san hansem! hahaa..
the familia came to life. with much effort from mimi. i love them. all of them.
i rebonded my hair. and it sucks. till now.
2006 been a one hella ride.. lots of twist and turns and untangled love. i got over it. and some no. 1 to 13 are just memories now. no turning back. but, i still love my life.

GOOD DAY.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

2006-12-31T15:14:00.000+08:00

this is the prettiest among all the gifts. bcos it's $$$ made into a flower. duh.. i'm super bored now bcos at the strike at 12, i'll be getting ready to sleep instead of out there partying to the new year. i can't wake up late tomorrow morning bcos if i did, everyone will scream at me. i was soo bored just now, i sanitized all the gifts with the hot steamer when mummy told me to straighten the bed sheet. the thought of having to stay at hm today kills me ok. and pple are asking me where i'm goin today.. that's like a head-shot question. i think i'll just entertain myself today. haiz.. what a start to the new year..

2006-12-31T14:37:00.000+08:00

the familia reunion on monch bday.
the usual girls and boys @ esplanade. someone made the fudgy mudgy super chocolaty brownie. two brownies is equivalent to one big mac meal. super rich chocolate! can i have the recipe? haha.. anyway.. it's a bday surprise for monch cum reunion for all of us since it's been i-don't-know-how-many-mths we didnt meet till they forsake my bday.. booohoohoooo.. but anyway, i hope nx yr everyone will be nicer to one another. and i want to go out with tee!! i feel bad abt his bday pressy and i want mine too. haha! belated abes..

2006-12-30T14:08:00.000+08:00

these engagement preparation is killing me. i don't mind helping. but i just cant stand pple shouting at me whenever they're not satisfied with whatever i did. might as well i dont do anything. now i dont give a damn.. i want to be part of the preparation but it seemed that they dont need me ard. so yeah, i'm staying out of it.

2006-12-26T01:25:00.000+08:00

what i did on christmas day
while most kids are shaking their ass at some club. i hate last yr's christmas. argh! dont wanna talk abt it. anyway... i'm trying to clear my mess before new year. a good start for the upcoming yr i guess..

2006-12-26T01:18:00.000+08:00

try look for a spongebob in my that mess.

2006-12-26T01:17:00.000+08:00

i walked in the rain just to eat cheap spagetti and chicken wings.

2006-12-25T02:11:00.000+08:00

the launch.
$10 for the album... MOVING ON.
haiz... now i'll miss "working" with illyas and san. i think, me and san wont have much to complain abt the band. haha! i miss doing designs for pple who demand for it. i shall repeat it, DEMAND. haha! i understand his situation. he's the boss. the album cover could have been settled earlier if illyas is the only one deciding. but san is his side kick.. haha! seriously life would be much more simplier for me, if san didnt help illyas to comment on my designs. ahaaa... me and my ordeal designing the album. you can scroll dwn if you want to see more complains. but, you'll only miss it when it's over. standard.
but anyway, the set is ok. had a few drinks and chips. thnx to tim. but his gf sux. haha! i think Blue Jaz had the air con temp full blast. and i was shivering while the band was playing. shouldn't have shown much skin. hurhur.. as i expected, not much fans came dwn to support. but yeaah, there were some hard-core ones. i blush-ed when a girl complimented the design cover. paiseeeeeh~ haha.. aku malu laaaaaah.. aku tak bagos.

ever had a song, that when u play it... it plays the memories you had before.. or remind you of an event, every single time you play the song. i have one song. somehow i've been having flashbacks at the same time the song is played.. only that it wont stop.
ok i should stop yapping and my eyes are shutting on me. but i'm hungry.. i cant swallow another papaya, it can cause diarrhea. i cant cook sardine again because the whole house will stink because i cant switch on the cooking hood. san is asleep and didnt bother calling me after watching his chinese show. and my room is infested with mosquitoes. everything is turning their back on me. this sucks. life sucks. i wanna be one of those emo kids. long fringe covering my eye, ohh i forgot.. my fringe is too short. thick black eyeliner, white powder, no blusher.. and scream along to emo songs. coool kan. haha..
ok good day.
and merry christmas!
don't go town to party.. later kena rape by banglaaas.. scary!

2006-12-24T02:37:00.000+08:00

it's a wrap!! finally the launch of MOVING ON.

2006-12-24T01:21:00.000+08:00

our hair sux. i know.

2006-12-24T01:20:00.001+08:00

the photo-taking session.

2006-12-24T01:20:00.000+08:00

the girls.. ol in black.

2006-12-23T13:28:00.000+08:00

Mistaken Identity
album showcase
@ Blue Jazz at Arab street.
scroll down for the poster.

2006-12-22T00:30:00.000+08:00

boncit, buntal.. sikit sikit macam toyol. nasib baik tak hijau. haha..

2006-12-22T00:26:00.000+08:00

seriously this is the coolest doll. i'm adding you to my collection as long as u dont haunt me. scary shit but cute. $2 @ daiso.

2006-12-22T00:19:00.000+08:00

12th december 2006. mimi's 19th bday. forgot to post the pic. oh well he had too much cakes this yr. much happiness at fitness corner @ sembawang that day. hippies made macaroni and cheese for mimi. sedaaaaaap~ we shared the cakes and macaroni. mcm happy family. heh..

2006-12-22T00:14:00.000+08:00

mimi 19th birthday. tngk satu satu nye monchong. ahha!

2006-12-18T14:15:00.001+08:00

i wished upon a star.. and i finally got it... heh.
you know the interactive Hewlett Packard advert?? the one with the man doin magic with his hands.. ya yaaa ya.. the new HP lappy. wasnt expecting to get a new laptop yesterday. but yeah, daddy got it for me. yippiedooo!! this is my second laptop. i complained too much and he got really sick and tired.. so yeah, he gave me this gorgeous lappy to shut my mouth. and yeah we got ourselves 2 freebies.. a HP all-in-one printer (scan, copy and print) and a 1GB Imation thumdrive. a good deal huh.. ok.. good day! i wanna enjoy my new lappy.

2006-12-15T23:30:00.000+08:00

tomorrow...
meeting SAN'S MOTHER!! he asked me along to his cousin's birthday party. that kueh-pau baby. hah! so yeaaah, everyone will be there. hmm.. stress siol.... hah! strictly no singlets, no shorts, no hipsters... i don't think i'll be showing any flesh tomorrow. haha!! wish me luck.. haaah!

2006-12-13T23:15:00.000+08:00

how to be a GOOD BOYFRIEND
(not PERFECT.)

Being fashionably late when it comes to meeting your gf is never OK. if she don't sulk or scream at you anymore, that's it. it's the beginning to an end. cos' she don't care whtr you meet her or not.
When it comes to window shopping or typical-girly-shopping, they expect you to be ard them, so they'll be able to ask for your opinion. boyfriends' opinions may not be the best but still, what's the point of going out together when you don't make the best out of the time you have. don't go over to the men section or worst of all, go out of the shop.
Don't let your girlfriend daydream. daydream=she's bored. talk to her! just tell one of your stupid stories. it'll work.
If you have a horny gf, lucky for you. if you dont, live with it. too bad.
You know the spice girl wannabe song, "If you wanna be my lover, you gotta get with my friends...." so yeah..be-friend your gf's friends. one of my very important policy.
don't scream, when you can talk.

random post.

"i guess its ok i puke my day awaaaaaay....."

boohoohoooo.. another sucky day for me.

A purple car nearly killed me. while walking to school, with my big headphone banging ex's and oh's and i rmbr zahira said that "i'm dragging myself to sch everyday.." what i always tell wana during yr one. (i vividly rmbr ok!) just abt that.... a purple car went over my feet, and pushed me back cos the the car was turning left. the car could stop if it is goin slow, logic what. but it was goin quite fast. vehicles are supposed to slow down when they are ard the school compound. ok. partially my fault. forever in my own world when walking to sch.. i'm still traumatised... cos everyone knows that i hate crossing roads. even just now, i made san take the bridge 'jejatas' (old sch eh word.. haha!) instead of j-walking. but..... what if i walked faster thn the pace i was goin just now, or what if i were 2 step infront thn the position when it happened, the car could have hit me and i would be flying and leave the car un-dented.. no scratch! but still, hit me.. confirm huge impact what. lucky i'm still typing this post...
During the last presentation of the term, i was questioned like a bank robber during the Q&A session bcos it's obvious that i copy-paste a whole lot of text from the website. clear cut. i don't like logistics and my bloody course. you cant do anything abt it. but i've to buck up. i failed all the common test. i think so.. bcos most of my lecturers are bugging me to work hard. but then again.. i hate the course.
Relationships with the familia got kinda rocky. it stinks. when it involves a whole lot of pple.. it can really get complicated. i had issues with mimi. nothing much to say.. wee bit of misunderstandings can do some gd to a friendship. mimi is too nice to be true.. i cant forsake friends. i don't do that. being too nice or over-friendly is not a good thing.. but i can't help it. i know san have a problem with that. what can i do abt it?
i wonder why san is always restless when he's out with me. am i too irritating or too boring? must be either one.
Term break starts next week. hurray~ but no plans yet..
I want money. i want to work. i want to buy comics. i cant even rmbr the last time i bought comics.. or a tee. i need a job. a stable part time job.
i love san hansem. haha!
ok good day.

2006-12-11T23:09:00.000+08:00

2006-12-10T22:09:00.000+08:00

we called him.. the cool dude.
my grandfather, passed away on sunday morning..
it was a tough battle for him, a mth in hospital with tubes and machines controlling his body.
but now, he wont suffer anymore..
~ may you rest in peace. love you.

2006-12-07T23:43:00.000+08:00

AKU NAK JADI DEEJAY.. BOLEH??
jgn nak ronggeng dalam club aku.
manny's lappy damn slow.. how to mix beats. and i cannot work with ridzman to help him remix because we'll end up quarelling. haha! and i'm waiting for any of them to pass me the list of songs they'll be using. takde initiative eh!?? anyway was looking through manny's collection of songs, and i tried to mix Lo Que Paso Paso and Lil Jon 'the yeah effect'.. ahah! coool-ness. but just practicing.. who knows... i can be a resident dj at M.O.S. ok lame-ass.
congrats to mimi. finally she's able to capture ashik's heart after so much patient and heart-pain. haha! happy for her. we used to complain alot abt our ex bfs. now no need already.. cos we're happy-girls now. haha.. she's been here and there for me. lucky thing i've moved on.. moving ooooon..."mimi, if that bloody playboy treat u bad, tell me... i'll kick his ass!!"
MOVING OOOOON. hahaaa.. well, Mistaken Identity goin to launch that album sooon. a full length CD containing 10 tracks with the inclusion of 2 collaborations, will be scheduled for a early october release. it's been a long wait, but it's going to end.. haha.. fark.. taken from M.i myspace. haha! but yeah, now it's december already, still havent launch. eh you think easy do album? hahaa! actually i don't know cos not my album what.. if not because of the album, i don't think i would be with san now.. and freaking in love with my handsome boy. no wait, it's because of illyas.. who told san to add me at msn. eh no no.. it's because of nasrun.. hmm that bloody ex boyfriend. whatever it is, thnx to anyone, everyone, anything and everything. haha!
ok i talked too much. ok good day!

2006-12-07T22:43:00.000+08:00

super bored.

2006-12-07T22:32:00.000+08:00

yenny and san hansem @ Indie Garden.haha!
with shiny nose and forehead..

2006-12-07T22:28:00.000+08:00

Amanda from Electrico. sexy lad~

2006-12-07T22:27:00.000+08:00

the bestfriend and the boyfriend.

2006-12-07T22:26:00.000+08:00

mimi lost one of his spec lens during the mini mosh.
the cutest skinhead. haha!

2006-12-07T22:24:00.000+08:00

san's bday box. finally able to upload this pic.

2006-12-03T01:58:00.000+08:00

INDIE ROCK AND ROLL @ Indie Garden
you're not supposed to jump up and down at indie gigs, but who cares.. there's no rule in gigs. like duh! only one rule, choose pple like wan, hippies, nash, and mimi to party with. and yes, with san.. can't believe we can go crazy together. he's so fun laaah. like me. hah.. anyway, really had one hella great time with the crowd. we danced, we jumped up and dwn, we became mad monkeys!! but san was over-protective, afraid that i will lost in the crowd issit?? haha..
one thing abt the scene. i realised that most kids are trying hard to distinguish themselves amongst the rest that they just end up being mediocre. just like those kids who wouldnt want to dance in the middle, because they don't want to look crazy. lucky thing we had wan as the fire-starter. bugging all of us to dance infront of the stage when the deejay spin. soon later, the crowd kept growing. i couldnt stand my sore feet any longer. blood hell idiots jumped on my toes. so yeah, pester-ed san to go home.
just to wrap-up these post, i just got to blog abt san's etty bitty make-over yesterday. haha! san looked super cute yesterday. hahaa! know why? because i had the privilege to do anything to his hair. i know he don't wish to trust me. i know... haha! he really look good now. really really good. should post his new look soon. haha.. i bet his ex-s goin to crawl back to him. ahaha! no boobies or tits will make san drool. hahah..
ok so long suckers. good day.

2006-12-01T12:25:00.000+08:00

Week-end events;

Indie Garden, Saturday 2nd Dec 6.30 pm @ Singapore Science Centre ; Astreal, Great Spy Experiment, Electrico. Admission FREE!
Stop Aids, Be aware show you care, Sunday 3rd Dec 2pm @ Far East Plaza ; Mistaken Identity playing at 2.30pm. Don't come if you have Aids already.

2006-11-30T00:11:00.000+08:00

the year 3 and the year twos. haha!

2006-11-30T00:09:00.000+08:00

zat trying the green lighter effect.

2006-11-29T23:53:00.000+08:00

typical 'yenny calling boyfriend' moment.
standard... report strength!! ahah..

2006-11-29T11:55:00.000+08:00

typical day in school...
skipped lectures and e-learning, taitee, cam whoring, mcdonalds and ciggies and more ciggies.. well-spent day with the usuals. zat, leha, kevin, shahrul, naz.. hah! we dont feel like we're in sch.. cos we skipped the whole of 4 hrs of lessons we had, but we're marked as present. standard! tap and go. while waiting for our night class, zat wants to watch dvd at the new cafe in the library. i was indecisive, whtr to watch dvd or slack at mac with the girls. but then, slacking = to not doin anything.
so yeah i joined the boys. zat chose to watch One Hour Photo and he said.. "ni movie seram.. confirm kau tanak tngk..." haha! it's not scary at all. it's actually a psychological thriller movie, starring Robin Williams, whom is Sy Parrish.. a photo tech at "SavMart" and a lonely man, deprived from love. love in any kind, and anyone.. in another words.. kurang kasih sayang. hah! he developed an obsession for the family whom he have done their photos for years. taking note of every single detail in the photos and even print one set for himself and paste it and frame it on his own room. mostly, he fantasizes about being a member of their family. i watched it once on channel 5, but only 1hr towards the end of the movie. but i didnt know that in the movie's final scene, Sy indirectly reveals that his father had made him do 'sick', disgusting things that no kid should ever have to do. Pedophilia. i think zat is goin to watch it again today.
but i'm not goin to school cos i wanna study for tomorrow's test and also, i hate doin research for the case study. but i like to feel stress so i'll start doin my revision instead of jumping ard the hse.. hah! let me list down my tests and presentation to add more misery...

Thurday 30th Nov ; IT3794 Operations Management
Monday 4th Dec ; IT3791 Global Supple Chain Management
Tuesday 5th Dec ; IT3773 Case Study 2 Presentation
Wednesday 6th Dec ; IT3771 System Integration
Tuesday 12th Dec ; IT3792 Logistics and Distribution
Friday 15th Dec ; Term break!! yippie-dooooo~

ok. which one should i start first? revision or food? hah..

PMS turned me crazy yesterday. you dont miss your water till the well runs dry they say. i felt how it feels to lose san / get rid of him.. it sux soo much. just imagine writing and reading my blog without the name san, feels so weird now. it's coming to me. the feeling.. the feeling that he's part of me now. i wish i know how he feels. i wish he knows how i feel for him too, so he'll stop shouting and say more nice words to me. and i'll stop crying and blaming him for everything. baaaah.. i miss him laaah. boohoooohooooooo...

2006-11-27T04:52:00.000+08:00

2006-11-27T04:37:00.000+08:00

YIPPIE DOOO... SAN IS BACK!!
he got me a tee, a pair of black sneakers with details that look like marijuana, and a pendant with SAN engraved on it. (why not yenny?) my mom thought i went shopping when i came home. haha!! happy-ness!! i'm not a materialistic girlfriend ok. and i'm not a control-freak. i'm so nice. you'll want me to be your gf. haaha! ex boyfriends... don't say anything.

now my body clock is goin anti-clock wise... if you can understand that.. haha! i'm super duper-ly hyper at night and so sleepy in the morning.. this sux!! cos my timetable sux. duh! i want to sleep.. gimme anything.. sleeping pills, cough drops, milk... i think i had too much milk. but milk is addictive.. ok good day.

2006-11-25T14:36:00.000+08:00

just a little something to make myself happy.
stole it frm zat's myspace. the only person who call me SURI. hah..

just woke up. its 2pm. the family nearly sleep-over at the hospital. at 12am, the hospital called and informed that my grandpa collapsed due to heart attack and no oxygen. we all thought, maybe it's time. we don't wish to see him suffer anymore. he was on the way to the I.C.U. when we came. he's in a very critical condition. i thought he's ok when i brought san along to visit him. he's quite happy to go back home the nx day. the family can't attend arni, my cousin's engagement. cos' we have to go to the hospital again. everyone of us. i think it's goin to a long saturday.
san is away again. he's at thailand now. why oh why he must go to that trip. duh! he let me use his lappy while he's away. but now, i don't need his lappy, cos i want to break free frm cyber-world. argggh!! please come back soon baby. i need you.
i finally got the song, shaky girl by jacob miller & inner circle. harap kan zat, biler biler pun tak dpt. haha! relek abes ah lagu tu. lagi lagi time time gini, tgh stress stress nak mampos, dgr reggae, chill chill apple giler.. go download!! thn ko relek satu corner. hisap bong.. confirm chill.. haha!! ok.. crazy. good day...

2006-11-25T14:34:00.000+08:00

i miss you lah..
muka standard... suck in cheeks, mulut senget.. hahaha!

2006-11-20T01:45:00.000+08:00

SANUSI my super duper boyfriend..
turned 22 TODAY!!
but still like small kiddo, just like the girlfriend. haha!
he's on his way to KL in the train with illyas. hope illyas sings to him a birthday song. hahaa!! what a birthday!!
ohh well baby, can't wait to give ya birthday kisses.. 22 wet kisses.. come get it from me baby.. hah! i'm missing you. feels like a part of me is not here with me.. booohooohooo.. i want my fat boy.

2006-11-19T16:25:00.000+08:00

the bus-ride to downtown east, in bus 21. keep on wondering why san is covering my forehead. ya yaaa.. i got a jendoool. i got a big one, with chubby cheeks and big nose. welll, you sangkot with ol that. haha! too bad lah!

anyway, we were invited to hamm's chalet. he rented the chalet for 2 days for his girlfriend. it's their 1-year anniversary. 1st day with friends, 2nd day the bed is for the love-birds. hah! ahh.. loomaaantic lah. thinkin there's goin to be bbq chicken wings, but they only had sour & cream chips. dis-appoint-ed! haha.. but they ordered canadian pizzas when i wee bit complained. heh. don't you guys realised that canadian pizzas ol taste the same. be it bbq or hawaiian.. everything taste the same. i still prefer pizza hut. anyway the boyfriend met the ex-boyfriend. lucky no dog-fights or cat-fights. haha!! but we had pillow fights. haha.. the things i do when i'm bored. i don't like lame-ass games, playing un-countable rounds of taitee or watch tv.
we couldn't overnight cos' i've got to finish up the album and i made san freakin mad at me cos' after i rch hm at 12.15am, i didnt do the album straight.. i went on MSN messenger and did my regular chats with fellow buddies, jump ard my room, dancing-lancing, and had 2 eggs, 1 potato and instant noodles and choc milk. super full and nearly wanted to drop dead and zZZZzz. haha!! but then, i did the album slowly bcos i'm back using manny's lappy. the slowest lappy in the world. so yeah, i made san wait for me, which he is so un-willing to.. morale of the day.. san won't wait for anyone, he screamed too much that i wanna slit his throat but i don't want him to die because, if he die, i don't have a super-cute boyfriend. but, it's actually my fault. haha! sorry lah baby. my bad.. sorry. i'm goin to miss him when he's away. k.l on monday, bangkok on friday. we've been meeting almost every single day.. absense makes the heart grows fonder.. ya yaa ya.. for some, it's time to PARTE-EEEY. hah! but too bad for me, i'm having lab test and assignments
and my grand-pa is in I.C.U. he had some problems breathing and something's growing in his pancreas. it's like one hella bang in the heart to see him lying on the bed, with tubes all over him.. needles poking every veins he have.. huge machines controlling his life. my aunt said that it's just a matter of time. i don't mind going to the hospital everyday, though he's not awake or able to say anything because the oxygen tube is in his voice-box. he's a great man, i hate to see him suffer. haiz..
ohh well, good day.

2006-11-19T14:57:00.000+08:00

hamm, the big sexy bald man. look at the shape of his head... cool-ness!! hahaha..

2006-11-16T00:48:00.000+08:00

the long journey. i love to sleep during bus rides. do you know that?! though sometimes it's a rocky one, but i like. haha.. but the journey to tampines, that's one hella journey i can sleep till i can dream of building 5 sand-castles. haha! ok.. crap. anyway, i know i've been posting boring no colourful pix posts.. with mostly updates abt my designs or my super duper boyfriend, or me skipping school most of the time.. well, no worries.. just scroll dwn. below and below.. and enjoy alright. some photos are either stolen from friendster or with my phone camera. my scanner wont work anymore. can't scan any polaroids of my family during hari raya. i'm left with one pack of polaroid film. gotta save it for some important events.
i'm still hyper and i don't know why. i had 3hrs of sleep only... but i'm a wee bit cranky now.. and san is ignoring me and i'm goin to pretend to ignore him. haha!! i still cant get enough of that super cute boyfriend lah. i love you baby.. *muaaaaaaah!! hehe!

2006-11-16T00:27:00.000+08:00

i prefer the one blowing the saxaphone.. but still, cant resist my baby.

2006-11-16T00:22:00.000+08:00

playing ard with dim lights and camera phone. very sexy photo eh..

2006-11-16T00:20:00.000+08:00

shadow midoooo didooooo..

2006-11-16T00:18:00.000+08:00

san love this!! hahaa.. gorgeous leg.

2006-11-16T00:16:00.000+08:00

us @ blue jazz cafe.

2006-11-16T00:15:00.000+08:00

one of our super cute moments. shall post the original one soon. because.. we're too cute together. yes.. me & san.

2006-11-16T00:12:00.000+08:00

favourite girl-friend. ol time fav. my darling nana. too lazy to wait for her to upload pix. i took it on my own. haha! cos' it's one of our pretty photos.

2006-11-16T00:11:00.001+08:00

after the raya disaster with the sec sch mates, under wan's blk waiting for san.

2006-11-16T00:11:00.000+08:00

i took it from mimi's friendster cos' i'm too lazy to wait for any of them to pass me the pix. haha! sorry mimi, yenny curik. heh! yeah.. the familia with much love..

2006-11-16T00:09:00.000+08:00

the 1st raya outing with tee, monch, manny, yan, ashik, yan to ridzman open hse. yes.. me again. the only girl to hang out and always with the boys. what can i say? they're really great. but i only join them awhile cos paiseh lah.

2006-11-14T14:14:00.000+08:00

updates;

the hari raya conclusion.. it sucks!! first with the familia, no initiative = ruined plan. all of us are drifting apart. saw that coming since the last outing. but yeah, i still love ol of them despite dot dot dot. next outing was with the secondary school buddies, another ruined plan. things cock-up when 4 pple cant make it. so left me, nana, faiz, wan and fan. the great five buddies. we had a buck up plan; to just hang out. so me and nana changed at her hse and waited for san at wan's hse. san came late because he dont know the way ard bukit batok. san looked damn cute when he's driving. i kept looking sideways to see my super cute boyfriend. hah! we had dinner at west coast and then hang out at cck. everyone was damn pissed, but we got over it.. took lots of photos though my outings suck. shall post it soon. very soon.
i'm giving back san's lappy today. i'll miss bluetooth girls.. haha!! anyway.. M.i album must be ready by tonight. cos i've to print the sample by wednesday. too much delay and i'm very very pissed. san have to follow illyas to k.l to do the printing.. on his bday. whaddha hell!! it's his birthday on monday. i got some plans ol planned for him. and now... somebody ruined my plan. argh! nvm.. i shall do a belated one for san. you better be back on monday night, or illyas will be a dead-meat.
by tomorrow, i dont have any good lappy with me. manny's lappy sucks. he uses his lappy as his thumbdrive to store all his songs for remix. the lappy cant function properly due to insufficient memory space. i cried while doin designs cos it worked too slow. hahaa.. i know. i'm a lame-ass. i should be giving back manny's lappy soon. i hate borrowing things from pple. no worries manny. aku tak delete aper2. chill chill apple.
daddy is trying to help me fix my lappy. he asked his engineer friend for help. he called me just now and asked for the log in password. problem is, i forgot. and another problem is, i dont want my daddy to see anything in my lappy. he'll kill me if he see the content. haha!! just buy me a new lappy laa daddy.. hehe!
the dancework 07 advert is out already!! so fast!! i can still rmbr what happened during dancework 06. sucky fucky event. i should work with reliable pple. but hard to find one these days.
i feel like monday blues today when today is tuesday. i skipped school the whole day yesterday to have a movie marathon with san. we watched flushed away and the covenant. we watched too much movie since we got together. i think 5... i think... ask san laaah..

ok. good day. my posts are getting lami-er... without colourful pictures.

2006-11-12T01:28:00.000+08:00

i'm bloody sick and i have to go ahead with the raya plan tomorrow. cos i'm the planner. and i think i sux at planning. but still, everyone seems ok with it. no raye pics yet. cos' i cant install the hello! program into san's lappy. anyway, i cant wait to see my boy in his baju melayu.. he'll look hot in it. hahaha!

2006-11-06T11:27:00.000+08:00

jeolousy is the second
cousin to anger
bad... very bad.
but i'm cool.

chill chill apple~

2006-11-05T11:44:00.000+08:00

i did something to my hair and now, i look like a 6 yr old kiddo.
it will look better with make-up. haha.. i look like a zombie without it.
yes!! yes! now its flat, jet black, and super short. mummy sponsored to get my hair flattened. and now she dont like it, cos i look like her when she's in sec four. haha! everyone have to get use to my straight hair now, whtr u like it or not. hah! i dont look like hippies or wan now.. haha!! hippies was upset when i told him i rebonded my hair and now wan's hair is much straighter thn usual. so left with hippies and his curls. anyway i miss my besty. well, we're still the Aficionados. *smiles. i think san hates my new hair. baaaaaaaaaah~ i did it for u ok. cos u hate my messy hair. he's the first to see my flat hair. i know he compliment just to make me happy. like duh!! baaaaaaaaah!! ~ "bi.. don't love me any lesser." ahaha!! i'm still the same yenny who will entertain you everyday with my squeky voice.
ok. stay cool, stay safe, stay happy with my new look. hah!

2006-11-01T13:33:00.000+08:00

"i never thought you are that someone i used to be.
i ran away from that person,
and now it's coming back to me.."

ARGHHH!!
i hate that person.
oh pls.. pls.. go away from me.

UPDATES;

i'm looking for buyers. i'm selling away my lappy. i bought it 3yrs back. hewlett packard. not really in good condition. the letter "s" is gone. defunct hard disk. scratches all over, even on the screen. i used to bring my lappy everywhere.. so yeah, it went through alot. so any buyers??
i'm returning my boyfriend and manny's lappy soon. i hate borrowing things from pple. i feel so bad. but no choice lah i've to finish up M.I album. talked to manny the other day.. he was pretty understanding. so unlike manny. hah.. anyway i'm eye-ing on this HP notebook. hmmm... gonna beg daddy for that.
the ex boyfriend is one hella an ass. pretty childish for a n.s boy. and his mum bitch-ed abt me. yes thnk you makcik.. your son so perfect what.
i'm kinda short of cash. love ones bday coming.. my bro on the 2nd & san on the 20th. and me & my mum making some plans for my bro's & erma's engagement on the 1st January 2007. ahh.. i can't celebrate new year. so yeah, i've to spend alot these 2mths for those pple i love.. so better not complain.
nana and me had a gd talk yesterday. friends since i was secondary 2. she's one of those pple who can read me like a bk. so yeah, we kinda have the same problem abt our love life. haiz. even a rocket scientist wont be able to give us a solution.
i've been goin to sch lately. no skipping lessons. because this semester i have apido 24/7 haha!! because he's doin his FYP. last few sems, its always me and apido at the smoking area. now, we have man & pogy. so yeah, they're the reason i go to school. just to smoke & enjoy mcdonalds with them. yeah.. crap. but it's true. cos no eye-candy in any of my lab or lecture to make me go sch lah. haha!
3rd year is tough. logistic is killing me. too much theory and case study sucks. and we have to do calculation for operation management. i'm blogging because i cant concentrate. i've to do lots of research on Dell computers. blah blah blah.. the teacher disallowed me wearing singlets to school. and he kept walking beside me.. peh bodoh.. got nothing to cu-i laaah.
this year hari raya kinda got me on my nerves. i have school and friends been asking me out, and they're kinda disappointed that i cant join them. my bf can't join me this coming saturday and sunday. too much plans here and there. i'll feel bad if i turn any of them down. so yeah, i'll try to make everyone happy.
ok 30mins countdown to walking to yio chu kang mrt and take the train to city hall to meet my fat boy. haha! i dont wish to see another night of san yesterday. i was really terrified. my fault lah. i can't be his perfect gf, but i'll try to be gd one.
i'm just trying to fill up till the 10th bullet point. haha. ok bye.

2006-10-30T03:23:00.000+08:00

yes yes yes.. i'm awake at 3.17 am.

10 things i feel like doing now.. wanna join me??

ice skating alone
colour my coloring bk
watch any adam sandler movie
sing loudly baa baa black sheep
repair my mp3 & lappy
swimming
drink that another carton of milk which belongs to my dad
shut the tv up, but i'll freak out without it
sleep. or my bf will scream when he see this post
grow tall? i wish i wish and i wish

i cant do any of it. so help me. baaaaaaaaah~ i'm such a loser.

2006-10-24T03:19:00.000+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!! AND...
IT'S MY 20TH BIRTHDAY!!
AND MY MUM TOO..

how lucky right?! hah..
i got the number two digit now.
feelin' abit sucky. but still, this year....
i've got the best birthday present, & that is, a boyfriend. thnx to the al-mighty above. *smiles! yes yes!! my super duper cute boyfriend, sanusi. he's not my fat boy anymore! you're getting slimmer already. i'm goin to miss that chubby cheeks and that excess flabs when they're gone.. haha! yesterday jackpot eh? *wink wink! too self-concious lah my darling. anyway, he got me the transworld skateboarding mag! yes yes!! i had "multiple orgasm"! hahaa.. he sent me all the way to chua chu kang, i'm really touched cos' he lives at the other end. i pity my baby ok. thnx baby for the day. a simple day, but when you're with me, it's more than perfect. love you baby*

the aficionados surprised me with a birthday song at the strike of 12. i was touched, and cried in the train. heh.. mimi mentioned about hanging out soon. but yeah, most of them will be bz during these festive season. but still, he promised that we'll go out soon! i think hippies is somehow mad at me over something. but i don't know what and why. he distanced himself away from me. well, i'll be lying if i said that i dont need the crayons, but, i think i need our friendship more than that. i miss my bestfriend. me and akmal had some serious talking few days back, yeah, we have gone seperate ways finally. as in strictly just friends. it's for the best. i'm sorry for what have happened. really sorry.. it's too late for anything to happen. for those who're gossiping abt me and him, yes.. i was lost without his love. but, i became stronger as my life shattered and had to glue it all up on my own. were u there to nurse my pain? i don't think so.. i don't need you to tell me what's goin on in my life. focus on your life, instead of mine. i really don't need you. no one really needs you. so fuck off.

anyway.. another surprise was.. wan kept calling me. asking if i'm able to meet them few hrs before my bday. i was actually quite reluctant cos i want time with san. but, he said it was urgent. and he said that alot of pple wanted to meet me (maner nye popular je aku! haha!!) so yeah, i sacrificed my time with my bf to be with them. though he kept giving me that sulky face (i'm sorry baby!) cos' we planned to go to the bazaar @ geylang, but i dont wish to disappoint my friends. so yeah, met them at the void-deck playground where we played "crocodile" & blk-catching. haha!! they gave me the Escada miniature collection. i'm very sure it's nana's idea. only my best girl friend knows my fav. thanx darlings. i love you pple!! so much.. we'll go out on the 3rd wk of raya!! yippie!! strictly no bfs and gfs allowed.

ENJOY THESE FESTIVE SEASON!!
don't ask me for collections... i'm still schooling ok.