Wednesday, January 24, 2007

super girl with
no super power..!
baaaah.. that sounds soo useless. well, yes i am. in life, you get hurt, you feel hurt, or hurt others. it goes round and round.. again and again. well, that's life. i cant understand why i dont wish to confide in anyone. maybe because i can't even explain it to myself. the best way to reduce the stress is to have nicotine in my blood. and then the heart pumps the blood diluted with nicotine into my brain that create temporary bliss. ok bad explaination and bad advice too. 3 days, 3 packs. bloody hell.. i'm broke and its only tuesday. i'm eating lesser than usual. and i'm getting darker. somehow i got darker. i really dunnoe why. i don't like to go tanning. because i'm tan. and now, i'm darker than tan. so that makes me a brownie. with no cherry on top. duh.. and i cut my hair shorter. im not up for the trendy hairstyle. i just want the mess on top of my head. i'm so used to that. oh well, the things i do and the things i say when im freakin bloody fed-up with whats going on in my life. ok good day. i hope so.